the world changes faster than I can control. trying to control has proven to be unbearably impossible. attempting to emulate someone else is wasting time. my life is a dynamic lesson. i'm telling you this in secret. this is just between us.
17:00"When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own." — Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart (via slowimpulse)